Frozen thoughts...

another day, the sun shinin bright in the sky
another hour, the street down there with the cars buzzing by,
another minute, everyone playing the monotonous L.I.F.E. game
another second, the air around is all just the same

nothing seems to change,
no one takes notice,
faces and things alike
the same numbness everywhere..

it aint the numb of the feelings crossin the mind
not something of the likes of emotions held back,
but where is the genuinity and where is the truth?
i still crave o lord, for some generous outpour.

i sat beside him, with my heart stretched out,an open playground..
turbulence and turmoil playing at their best,every comin round,
could have chosen not to give up, me being the referee of the game..
still, something out there was there... holding down the black veil the same.

a wall, a barrier, an obstruction man-made,
not one of these exist in the reality of the trade,
'tis all in the head', had said a good old man..
'tis all in the head', yes, i say, thats why the pain !

still sitting beside him, not a word exchanged,
compromise is what, for we both have bargained,
silence is best, silence is golden,
silence is killing, when its deliberation is provoken.